Audrey Fenstamaker:  

NG TO MY FAVORITE SONGS AS LOUD AS I CAN GET IT TO GO... The one person from my past who I'd most like to see again is MY DAD, because I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOOD BYE. MY BIGGEST SURPRISE I GOT IN MY LIFE WAS THAT I WAS NOT ABLE TO HAVE MY OWN CHILD. I ALWAYS WANTED BABIES. AND WHEN I FOUND OUT I COULDN'T, I WAS IN TOTAL SHOCK.AND LOST. I GUESS BESIDES DEATH OF MY FATHER AND OTHERS FINDING UT THAT I WOULD NEVER GIVE BIRTH HAS BEEN MY BIGGEST DISAPPOINTMENT IN LIFE. MAINLY CAUSE IT IS SOMETHING I BELIEVE HOLDING ME BACK FROM FINDING MYSELF MY LIFE. SOMETIMES I FEEL AS THOUGH I DON'T BELONG ANYWHERE OR FIT IN.. If I could improve my home, I'd remodel KITCHEN and add on a ADDTION TO THE KITCHEN FOR A OUTSIDE ROOM. WITH LOTS OF WINDOWS.. My dream home would be PAID FOR..THAT WOULD BE MY DREAM... If I won $100 million, I'd give some of it to charity, then spend the rest on paying off my debts, the rest in a savings account and would not let it go to my head. Money is important but love is more important... To be truly happy I would be raising a family of probably 12 to 16 kids like my Nanna.. If I could do one thing over again I would go back to school..And I would study more and not sneak out the back with Buddah..lol In 10 years, I hope to be living a simple life. I'm going to get there by living life as if it were not one big emergency.. My best friend in high school was Tina(Buddah) Goodman, Hockenberry. She made me laugh and CRY AND we had some of the funniest and best times I ever remember having with a true friend as her. We met in high schl the first week of seventh grade and went through the rest of the years together. And she is still that same ole happy go lucky person I will never ever forget her and how happy she made me. She is back in my life now after 20 years. And Its all because of FACEBOOK... That I am more outspoken now and I am a chatter box hard to shut up. Never was the type to start conversation but now I can most of the time.