Bobby Costa:  

CLASS OF 1969
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Athens High SchoolClass of 1969
Athens, GA

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A JOURNEY TO COSTA RICA LACSA Flight 720 from Miami to San Jose was long and turbulent. A sultry young blonde sat quietly across the isle reading Richard Bach¿s, ¿The Bridge Across Forever¿ while sipping her second chilled Coors Light. Strange ~ I thought ~ she looks more like a Zinfandel woman than a beer drinker ~ leave that to the guys in smoky pool rooms or the dark corners of jive joints on a Saturday night, late, hoping to get lucky, and stumbling home in the dark, alone. Coincidence? Perhaps not ~ after all, there are no accidents. I remember the book well. ¿The Bridge¿, as I had come to abbreviate its title. Here, on a flight bound to Costa Rica, searching, seeking, hoping to find her ~ the mate of my soul, the love of my life, too long a mystery, sometimes considered an illusion, I found myself once again face ¿ to ¿ face with the book that opened itself and revealed her to me. I have seen her for a lifetime. I have known her before then. I have felt her touch, deep within my heart as we danced long into the night in dreams so real I awoke to catch her sweet breath brush gently against my lips. Here, on a flight bound from nowhere to somewhere, I wondered again ~ will she be there waiting, smiling, waving, wondering, as have I, too long. The 747 touched down hard upon the cracked Costa Rican tarmac, jolting me back to familiar. The blonde isle mate was tucking the book into her bag, overstuffed with the things that make women feel like they are beautiful, and usually are. Our eyes met for a brief encounter in the space called now ~ both pondering the question, ¿Is it he?¿; ¿Is it she?¿ while both knowing the answer, ¿No.¿ Customs in the San Jose¿ Airport brought shivers of presumed guilt before innocence. Angry faced guards with machine guns and growling German Shepherds on shoe lace leashes snarled suspectingly at the departing passengers, most of whom, like me were wondering if this was yet another of life¿s lessons in stupid ignorance. My luggage was opened, inspected, evaluated, and looked upon questioningly, as a hermit might sort through the garbage in search of something that was not supposed to be there, and hoping it would be. Two hours later I was on the tarmac again, walking to the Cessna 180, the straw hat pilot assured me, would fly me to Tamrino, ¿No problema.¿ The grease beneath his fingernails told me he was also the plane¿s mechanic. I liked that ~ who better to fly the weary lady than he who knew her best. Pilots and planes are like that. You fly them, you fix them, and a bond develops twain. One day you may disappoint both and then transition to that place where old pilots and planes never die ~ they just live to fly tomorrow and then again in the skies known, as Forever. I was hoping this would not be that day. ¿Does she have a name?¿ I asked? ¿Aero Pescara!¿ Straw Hat exclaimed through his toothless grin. ¿Air Fish?¿ I inquired. ¿Si! She swims through the air like fish in the water.¿ His English was broken, but I understood him well. He loved her, this plane of his, and the way she responded to his touch, she loved him too. ¿Does she have a name for him?¿ I pondered? Soul mates usually do. The engine sputtered and won the war with gravity lifting knowingly aloft. I grew quiet and looked long at the lush jungle growth below us, desperately hoping Aero Pescara would swim well today to the shore of the Atlantic fishing village, called my destination. She would be there, waiting. I was certain ~ I had come too far for her to be, not. Suddenly, on the horizon, aged volcano to port, was the ocean, sparkling like diamonds ablaze with fire and ice. A small clearing opened on the jungle floor revealing a rough path Straw Hat called the runway. ¿What about the approach, turn ¿ to ¿ final, I wondered?¿ FAA flight plans were left on the Florida coast line ~ this old warrior was taking her in nose down, diving fast ~ much too fast for a proper landing. I knew that. I had flown the dainty birds myself. I was recalling a landing I had attempted too fast, and nearly too late, as he pulled her up, nose high, stalling just above the mud baked surface. I heard Aero Pescara groan as she hit the ground, tail yawing from side ¿ to side. ¿No brakes!¿ Straw Hat was laughing as he watched me loose my sun baked tan. Aero Pescara rolled to a stop barely inches away from a line of palms anxious to pluck the heart out of yet another seeker of paradise in the hands of a maniac gringo who called himself a pilot, and flew a plane called Air Fish. I departed through Straw Hat¿s door as the passenger door was long welded shut. My luggage retrieved, Straw Hat took Aero Pescara¿s tail, lifted her up, turned her around, waved goodbye, laughed yet another, toothless, ¿Adios¿ was airborne ~ gone and forgotten less a promise to return for me eight days beyond. Perhaps he¿d forget, I dreamed. I looked for her there. She was, again, not. I wondered how my isle ¿ mate was fairing back in San Jose¿¿. Long into the night I made my way to the village café¿. A make ¿ shift Moroccan band was playing loudly off in a corner. The steal drums beat a melody of passion as thte native girls danced in wild abandon. I ordered a Tequila, lime and salt, pescara, rice and black beans. The village dogs slept under a table seating the old men who sat quietly dreaming of yesterday when their¿s was a village girl dancing sultry to a song of lost love and romance. No, and again, she was not here. I joined the dream of the old men in an old game of pensive contemplation. Alone in my room at the villa, I glanced once more through the window. I the distance I caught a glimpse of a fire glowing, warming the hands and faces of the women from the chilling Atlanta breeze. Another tequila, a squeeze of lime, a splash of salt, and I drew the curtains, and drifted off to a night of sleep. It had been a long day. Somewhere on the stage of a dream, I saw her dancing, and heard the song of her soft and gentle voice. Her hair frosted golden, her eyes sparkled, and her lace gown flowed angelic over the softness of her body. Fragrance filled the dream stage like perfume from an Egyptian vessel ancient merchants carried home their wives, women, and lovers. Again, I felt her touch as her fingers moved delicately across my skin. Her breath, like fire, burned deep into my heart, lace gently ruffled, and falling down around her soft shoulders to touch and arouse...Expand for more
my senses. We have danced here an eternity and I¿ve never known her name, though I have heard her call mine a million times echoing through forever. Many nights along the path of a dream I have stopped to hold her, to look into her eyes, and behold her beauty ~ holding her face in my hands, closing my eyes, drawing her close, anticipating the kiss yet to taste and always wondering when, where, never forgetting why, always knowing, one day, yes. Morning comes and the deer, iguanas, and monkeys frolic outside as the dogs and cats do in my neighbor¿s yard back home in downtown Suburbia. Just another day in paradise ~ a line I recall from a song I once heard, and quite descriptive of morning in Tamrino. I will go fishing today, catch a sail or two, drink margaritas, and tell lies some call tales, to the old men down by the pier, and dream ~ always of her. My love, mirror of my heart, mate of my soul. Tonight, perhaps I¿ll join the old men for another night of dreams¿. ____________________________________________ GRANDMOTHER'S QUILY A cold and dreary January day it was, as the snow fell softly, slowly down. A quiet quilt of white covered the lawn outside, and chilled the body within. ¿Looks like this is going to be a hard one¿ ~ he said, as he turned back the curtain for a glance beyond the window. Pulling back the screen on the fireplace, taking the poker, he stirred the fire and tossed on another log. The fire crackled as it consumed its offering. Turning down the lights, a warm, golden glow filled the room and warmed the heart with desire. In her chair, she sat, feet covered with Grandmother¿s quilt feeling the warmth of the fire he set just before sundown, and was glad he had. Nestled down, feeling at home, she resumed her reading. Thomas Moore¿s ¿Care of the Soul¿ brought her new insights into her pursuit of self discovery ~ a new adventure for her, and one she was enjoying immensely. Too long smothered, too long neglected, she had embarked upon a voyage of awakening. She had walked through the gate and entered a new dimension of life, laughter, and love. No turning back, now, she knew. Past the threshold of enlightenment she stood now in a new place, and, as looking into a mirror wearing new clothes, she was pleased with what she saw. She smiled as her eyes fell upon the page of her attention. ¿Our love of love and our high expectations that it will somehow make life complete seem to be an integral part of the experience. Love seems to promise that life¿s gaping wounds will close up and heal. It makes little difference in that in the past love has shown itself to be painful and disturbing. There is something self ¿ renewing in love. Like the goddess of Greece, it is able to renew its virginity in a forgetfulness¿I do suppose we do learn things about love each time we experience it.¿ Page 78 ~ she turned down the corner of the page in the style some call ¿dog eared¿, knowing, someday, she would return to these words again. For now though, felling the warmth of home, she saw herself, goddess of Greece. She smiled, closed her eyes, and pondered her self ¿ renewal, and forgot. He returned to the coziness of the den looking something like a mountain man. Outside was cold, the fire hungry, and the wood pile on the deck dwindling. The night would be a long one ~ he knew that; he¿d seen the look in her eyes often. ¿Back in a jiff,¿ he said as he pulled his scarf tight around his neck. She heard the door close, and stood to watch him from the window as he made his way through the snow to the wood stacked high just beyond the hedgerow far in the back lawn. She watched each step, observing his tracks in the freshly fallen snow. Grateful, she was, for the tracks of his step upon her heart. She knew them well, and felt each one, as, at least for this moment, as they walked the journey together sharing a moment in time and space as lovers, explorers, and discoverers in search of a new world ~ and having discovered it, they embraced it, and called it New Love. ¿Forever?¿ she asked, contemplating its future, ¿I know not when,¿ she answered. ¿Tomorrow?¿ she wondered. ¿I know not if.¿ ¿Today?¿, she hoped. ¿Yes,¿.¿, she knew. The back door shut ~ she heard him shiver. The sound warmed her heart ~ a strange paradox of thought and senses. He returned to the den arms full of snow covered logs. He had split them last week when the storm was first forecast. He always seemed to show himself in ways in which she knew she was cared for ~ safe, protected, though she knew she needed that not, as basic to her survival ~ she was perfectly capable of caring for herself after all, she had spent a lifetime to now living in self sufficiency. She could not, however, deny herself the awareness of feeling glad to be here. A line of poetry, she recalled from Literature 202. The poem was from Rilke, Sonnets To Orpheus, ¿Narciissus: Though the reflection in the pool Often swims before our eyes: Know the image. Only in the dual realm Do voices become Eternal and mild.¿ Those words spoke to her in this moment as she let herself go, moving from then to now as she stood there watching him taking care of her, and feeling glad he was. He stood, now, at the shelf contemplating the library of music. Carefully, he pondered his choice of music which would orchestrate of their night together. She smiled, grateful the children were spending the weekend at Grandmother¿s house, there safely and warmly tucked in their beds with good stories of being spoiled in the making. Pachabel¿s ¿Cannon in D¿, Barber¿s ¿Adagio¿, Mozart¿s ¿Clarinet Concerto¿, he chose. Perfect, she thought as she sat down on the floor in front of the warmth of a well fed fire. She moved over to him, sat down nest to him, took his hand in hers, and nestled her head upon his shoulder. He placed his arm around her and drew her close, lips planting a gentle kiss of tenderness upon her neck ~ he knew the spot well, and felt her melt into his arms. She looked into his eyes, and with words unspoken, silently said, ¿Yes.¿ Music filled the room. The fire cared for itself. He cared for her¿and love lived afresh, long into the night, filling hearts with heights of intimacy unknown to either as never before. God and Goddess were they as they danced upon the stage of passion while the snow fell softly, slowly won, and they lost themselves to each other in this new world they had discovered, called New Love.
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