Dustin Kelley:  

powerful anger is better for me than weak joy. Because most emotions are fleeting anyway, chances are that strong negative emotions will turn to strong positive ones back. I am fearless in surfing the ever-changing emotional waves. My only real fear is indifference, which seems a kind of death. I need to reach out to others, which is often misunderstood, While it is true that I will fantasize about anyone I meet, I am seriously only interested in only a few. However, my habit of giving emotionally to anyone in need-even strangers in a bar-leads people to think I am coming on to them when I am not. And if I am single at the time, I will not do much to disabuse them of the notion. Since I cannot conceive of life alone, if I have no strong family or social network, a person I only half want is better than nothing. In other words, if I am new to a town, I am easy. To foster real love, though, you have to go down the rabbit hole into my world. In my world, how things feel are far more important than objective reality. Ideas are linked by association more than logic. The world we see and much is an illusion; the one we sense in our dreams is solid. Mostly, the way I think, plan, and act is formed by the language I use to communicate. I think in pictures rather than words, so my thoughts, plans, and actions are formed by pictures-the fantasy and memory images I carry to my heart. Early in life, I learned that this world is for me alone-when I try to share is with others, they either mock me or are baffled. To win my love, words will not do, since I already know that words lie. You need to demonstrate in your behavior the same acceptance and tolerance I show you. You need to enter my world with an attitude of respect rather than one of criticism. I feel much more than I express, so it will be hard to know just where you will stand with me at any given moment.".