Howman Benitez:  

CLASS OF 2001
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Dallas, TX

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Howman is from Mexico City, Distrito Federal, Mexico. Howman's schools include H. Grady Spruce High School. Howman later attended Brookhaven College. Howman works(ed) at Penske Logistics. Music Howman likes includes I <3 Aventura *-*, Elizabeth Caballero, Keyshia Cole. Books Howman likes include A true friend doesn't care if you're broke, when your house is a mess, about your past. Movies Howman likes include The Devil Inside, Disney, Finding Nemo. TV shows Howman likes include Bananas In Pajamas, Bones, The Colbert Report. One of Howman's favorite quotes is:"Emotional Breakthrough! By Howman B. Caballero Are you still a live?” That is what I ask myself all the time"… I never visualized being in love after my mother abounded me at three years old. One beautiful, October day she talked to all of us in the living room of that small, old, white, brick house we used to live in. She said that she had to go and that she would be back soon. Her expressions were sad, but she was determined. I, as the baby that I was, believed she would be back that afternoon. Fall’s cold wind blew carrying leaves and trash all over the city late every evening, lacking the warmth and comfort of my mom. I stood there like a soldier, through fall, winter, and spring looking out the window, desperately and impatiently, awaiting for that moment she promised. Depression possessed me and, like a soulless child, I bewildered from place to place. Transitioning into my teen years, I met someone with whom I violated moral behavior and encounter new experiences. Aw! The smell of a new world, new meanings, new things, new ideas. The ability to do what we want, when we want, with who we want, was great, or so I thought. Entranced by the fresh feelings, I felt comfort and warmth. Five years of my teens with this person seem the world to me. I gave her my heart and soul too soon. Rejection, hopelessness and failure could not have come so...Expand for more
on enough. I was puzzled as I recalled the feeling. A couple of things where stolen and left pending. It was devastating. I acted, did, and said a lot of things I should have not said. It took me a while to rethink love and understand my emotions. The time came to use what I’d live through. I met some one very special. I loved her in my own way and she loved me too in her own way. We had are moments like the moon and the stars, we shine and glowed, and disappear in the dark. From partners in crime to lovers to more significant. We also shared a lot more fundamental things . It was great what we had. I could say the best . Nourishment to the relationship was at fault. With so much going on, not an, I love you, or a rose did it ever accord. Lifeless in emotions was I, for I could not share what I thought or what I felt inside. For all I saw in her big brown eyes was a reflection of mine looking back at me. Life is funny, but I understand it very well now. Everything is not forever or ever yours. Mother nature shows emotions as Father time who gives you wisdom. A rude comfort and warmth came to me as I stumble to back to my awaking. The answer was given by a soft small hand grasping my chin and as soon as I can see my reflection in her big light brown eyes, she tells me, “I love you daddy, wake up“.". More about Howman:"walking alone... in the dark...=D See me not and hear me not . for i speaks no evil, see no evil, hear no evil, do no evil. i m one of a kind, understood as Life, Truth, love, Mind, Soul, Spirit, Principle. the moral consciousness and the history of mankind, which exhibits a moral order and purpose which can only be explained on the supposition of the existence of me.The cosmological, by which it is proved that there must be a First Cause of all things, for every effect must have a cause.Some know me as dad and others by Howman or i could be what ever you want me to be .".
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