Johnathan Brant:  

y to live through this day only, and not tackle all my problems at once. I can do something for twelve hours that would appall me if I felt that I had to keep it up for a lifetime. Just for today: I will be happy. This assume to be true what Abraham Lincoln said, *Most folks are as happy as they make up their minds to be.* Just for today: I will adjust myself to what is, and not try to adjust everything to my own desires. I will Take my *luck* as it comes, and fit myself into it Just for today:I will try to strengthen my mind. I will study. I will not be a mental loafer. I will read something that requires effort. Thought and concentration. Just for today: I will exercise my soul in three ways: it will do somebody a good turn and not get found out; if anybody know of it, it will not count. I will do at least two things I don't want to do-- just for exercise. I will not show anyone that my feelings are hurt: they may be hurt but today I will not show it. Just for today: I will be agreeable. I will look as well as I can, dress becomingly, keep my voice low,be courteous,criticize not one bit. I won't find fault with anything, nor try to improve or regulate anybody else but myself. Just for today: I will have a program. I may not follow it exactly, but I will have it. I will save myself from two pests: Hurry and Indecision's. Just for today: I will have a quiet half hour all by myself, and relax. During this half hour, sometime I will try to get a better perspective of my life. Just for today: I will be un-afraid. Especially I will not be afraid to enjoy what is beautiful,and to believe that as I give to the world, so the world will give back to me. You're talking all wrong. It's the wrong tone.. Do it again, I'll stab you in the face with a soldering iron at times the way i speak to the world is not conformed to standards to wich they have set therefore it is wrong ? I'm thankful for my years spent with my family and friends; for everything we shared, every chance we had to grow. I'll take the best of them and lead by their example; where ever I go. A friend told me to be honest with you, so here it goes. This isn't what I want, but I'll take the high road. Maybe it's because I look at everything as a lesson, or I don't want to walk around angry. Or maybe it's because I finally understand. There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept; things we don't want to know, but have to learn, and people we can't live without, but have to let go. violently awakend enslaved by darkness,my body burning with cold sweat. My mind filled with a fear I will never forget.i cannot hear but only see their hollowed screams. they claw at my soul and drag me near. can i ever get away from here ? am i awake ? am i safe ? or has the nightmare just begun? this answer i must find or i will surely lose my mind dont ever take a loved one from me or a whole new world you will see. hell will be eden i guarantee after reciveing all your pain from me. like a silent sniper i'll watch and wait when the opportunity come's i will seal fate. your death will be long and slow you'll beg and cry for the final blow.so much pain you cannot scream your blood will flow like a stream.dont ever take a loved one from me or a whole new world you will see".