Lisa Fix:  

Ok everybody.. here is what you have been waiting for !! Current mood: bouncy Category: Life Hey Everyone, Since everyone has been asking what has been wrong with me the past couple of days, well here it goes. Y'all know that Brandon and I were together for almost 4 years. In Dec. 09, he lost his job as most of you know, and didn't really worry to much as he had told me that some of the contractors that he had met while working at Home Depot said that they would help him out. And one of them did, which was great. After that Brandon could not find anything, and I didn't blame him I know there is nothing out there, as you all know. So, I said to him, if he couldn't find anything after the new year, to please go to Ridgecrest and see if there was anything there, OK BAD IDEA !! SHOULD HAVE NEVER TOLD HIM THAT. He was there almost two weeks and asks if he can come back to get some more of his clothes, and I said that was not a problem. He and Chris came down, and took almost everything that was here, and he had an excuse that he was getting bored sitting at Chris's and needed more to do, which me being me, I believed him. There are quite a few things still here that are near and dear to his heart, but he will probably never see those items again because of the following ...... When Brandon left my house, not even 3 days ago, he told me that he still loved me, and gave me a hug that day, but I knew deep down there was more going on. His ring that he dearly loved, our ring, he wasn't wearing it, he had an excuse for that too, it was dirty and soaking back in Ridgecrest. He never ever took off that ring except to take a shower or do the dishes, so I thought it was alittle odd that he didn't have it on. He started to cry while he was packing things up and I asked him what was wrong .. he didn't say anything, he walked over to me and gave me a hug. He said, there was just alot going on, that he had to work though, and get things going, like finding a job so he could come back down here to be with his family. Ok, so again , I bought it. As he got into Chris's car, he said I love you and I will call you when we get back so you know that we made it. And I said ok, but had a real uneasy feeling ... so I texted him and asked " Are we over ?" and he text back saying that he has had time to think while we have been apart and he doesn't think that he is able to take care of us anymore, I deserve better then a 22 year old boy. WTF ?? So, I called him and said those exact words .. and I asked what is going on, he said that he had come down here to tell me something, but when I opened the door for them, he decided n...Expand for more