Michelle Hahn:  

CLASS OF 1973
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Norridge, IL
Norridge, IL

Michelle's Story

It's been awhile since I've updated my profile. As with all of us, change is one thing you can count on. Today I returned home from a weekend in the pines. In fact, I spent this weekend with a dear friend I've known since high School. About 15 years ago I realized she lived here in Arizona. I am always amazed at reconnecting along lifes path. For me, it doesn't always mean the connections are going to go any further than one chance meeting. In this case, however, God had a plan for us & we are closer & know each other better than all 4 years of high school. One of my favorite sayings is Timing is Everything. That's what makes life so exciting. It's so unpredictable in it's unraveling that sometimes it's overwhelming. As usual I'm off the track. Getting back to my weekend of wilderness. I do this trip every year with a group of people who strive for a better life through prayer & affirmative action. Another saying dear to my heart is "Faith Without works is Dead". The weather was much cooler up in the mountains & we had some rain. Usually I camp. This year we stayed in a hotel & although it was much warmer & dryer. I missed camping. Our room overlooked the San Franciso Peaks, elavation 15,000 feet. They were blanketed in the brightest white snow, reflected by the sun. The bluest of skies, filled with marshmallow clouds. I could almost imagine myself floating into the heavens. I have such a deeper appreciation for the universe & all it's creations since my son passed away. Since he left, I have been on this curious heartfelt search for the answere to one question."Where did he go?" I have to admit, although painful at times. I have achieved a sense of peace & well being while on this journey. I'll certainly share my discoveries along the way. For those who are as curious as I when it comes to such matters. Honestly speaking, I don't believe we will ever be in pocession of those details. As I said, "It's all in the Timing". Perhaps when it's our time.On the weekends we love going out & listening to music.Every now & then we'll shoot a game of pool together.Bob has been reserching motercycles lately. I guess I'll be giving riding another try.Still dancing after all these years.Even though I'm in pain doing so!Yes, that's Bob, my dance partner.If heaven has a dancefloor. I will be dancing on it!!This is a photo of Mr. & Mrs. Bob Jacobs taken at a location very near and dear to our hearts. It's called "HOLE IN THE ROCK".That's what we call it cause it's a large mountain that looks like chocholate pudding from a distance. In a few places you can see holes.Some of the holes you can see right through to sky.We are standing quite high in the air as you can see from the backround. If zoomed in closley you are able to see the stadium where Phoenix plays baseball.In fact we have often thought back on when they were building it. We could've and should've gotten lots more photos of it's construction. We climb up here mostly when my stepdaughters visit so we can retake photos in the same spot and see how they've changed.You can tell how much Bob and I have changed by going to the then photo.This is our homecoming photo from freshman year at Ridgewood.As you can see Bob's alot taller and I'm alot wider.When I look at Bob I still see the small boy I fell in love with such a long,long time ago.I'll never forget the night he walked me home & kissed me in the gangway.{That's the space between the old bungalos}.On several occasions we have gone back to that spot.Usually at Xmas time while we are in the neighborhood.Other peaple live there now so we have to be quick.Just a quick kiss & a hug to warm us up.It's a precious memory.One of thousands we have in our hearts.September 13, 2008 I was fortunate enough to attend my 35 year class reunion. I still have a hard time wrapping my head around that number. Wow! Thirty-Five years ago I actually wore that green robe,sat in the gymnasium,and when they called my name,walked up and got my diploma.It was truly one of the miracles in my life.That is the short version of my graduation one hot muggy night in June,1973. This Classmates.com web site is always urging us to write stories about ourselves."Who are you really,Michelle?"Personal Factoids?? Oh,so that's what those were? First let it be known,for those of you who didn't hear the pleading & crying coming from the gym.I came very,very close to not getting my diploma.They were about to fail me in physical education! Of all things for me to fail!!Me,athletic & very in shape at that time.Why was I failing a class I could easily pass with my eyes closed? From my understanding,I missed too many classes.I can remember my feelings at the time were mostly fear & desperation as I pleaded my case. Knowing all along this particular teacher was right & I was wrong.This was a time in my life when my ego ran the show.Oh, don't get me wrong, I had a conscience.With the fear of my fathers disapproval staring me in the face.I pulled out all the stops. This meant all the drama I could muster came spewing out.Here I am, another cockey,smart mouth,know-it-all wanting something I clearly did not deserve. I...Expand for more
did get a chance to make amends to the teacher who went to bat for me.Also thanking her for her efforts,which literally saved my butt.I was so grateful,that I showed my appreciation by showing up to my graduation drunk.And no, my dad did not attend to see me get my diploma. Which meant,he missed me getting sick in the hallway outside the gym.I really didn't mean to humiliate myself and I sincerely apologize if I got in your way. Truth be known,my behavior got worse with time.Drinking and experimenting with drugs became a huge part of my life after high school.I surrounded myself with people who also chose to go in that direction.In fact,when I see the word at the end of that last sentence.I have understood for a long time now,I had none! Not knowing it at the time,the path I chose to take. Swallowed me up! Mind,body,and spirit. By March of 1976,it became clear I couldn't live that lifestyle any longer. That is,if I planned on having a pulse. Not knowing what was wrong with me. My mother,bless her efforts,put me on an airplane and sent me to Phoenix to live with my aunt. I soon learned that,where ever you go,there you are. The only thing that changed was the geography. I departed Chicago with a bang! Or,better stated banged up! One hot August afternoon I was invited to take a ride into the city on a motorcycle. Since the word no,was not a large part of my vocabulary. Especially,when it involved sitting on the back of a really cute guys bike. He was my girlfriends boyfriend and I had just met him. In those days I needed very little information about you,to put my life in your hands.I'll set the stage,"Hello,wanna go for a ride?""I reply sure,cool,now?" He says hop on and off we go.After stopping for a little lunch and lots of beverages,{hey it was August and we were very hot and thirsty}we took a spin on Lake Shore Drive.I was dressed in my usual riding gear,shorts,a tube top,sandals,& protective eyewear.Plastic sunglasss. I learned a few things that day. Beginning with,how a human bone looks.Also,on the outer drive there is a nasty curve. I'm sorry,it's probably a lovely curve,with a beautiful view of the lake. Except if you're traveling 90 miles an hour with your head buried in someones back.Did you know there is a hospital not five minutes from that curve? When I arrived there,all the emergency staff kept going on & on about how they get all the motorcycle victims. The majority of which,do not have a pulse.When my doctor arrived he had me sign some papers on the way to surgery. So,in case they couldn't save my leg. This document gave them permission to,{long sigh} well,you know! I still thank that Dr. for saving my leg.Enough said!! In closing I just want to say that my life was altered that day.Forever! No regrets,just Wisdom to know different. Classmates calls these stories,authorized autobiographies. I have to admit that I've experienced a kind of release,remembering details of my past. Never,in a million years did I think I would be sharing them with other curious individuals.In fact,it was in reading one of my former classmates stories. That I got the courage to attempt this. A few times I began thinking,"what an ego" nobody cares what crazy things you have been up to since high school.Honestly,I have no idea who has read these besides me? In fact,I was hoping to get some comments in response to the piece I shared in regards to loosing my son. I really thought that with all the students subscribing to Classmates.There might be just one that could relate. In my walk through this painful event. I have learned that only one who has gone through the experience can truly understand. I've often said that right after it happened,I didn't know where to turn!People who I thought were close friends simply dropped out of my life.To this day,I still do not understand? Of course nobody could fix me and I was well aware that self pity was poisoning.Talk about being desperate for answers? I often thought if I wore a tee shirt that read"I lost my son,please just talk to me!"Now when I reflect back I realize that I've gained more wisdom in the last 5 years,than I have my entire life on the planet. For a long time now.I know for a fact that everything in this world happens for a reason.God began preparing me for what was to come and I had no idea. Only in retrospect did I unravel the events that led to that day.. Bob & I have felt we were meant to be together,as we reflect on it now.Jarrod loved Bob & at one point he told him,"I wish you were my Dad".They had their ups & downs.We never dreamed that Jarrod would not be apart of our lives.He blessed us with Trinity,my beautiful grandaughter you see in the photo with me.I am known now as grandma Mickey.This photo was taken at the restaurant Jarrod worked as a waiter.He & Trinity loved to go on the dancefloor.Her in his arms,they would glide around.She remembers it to this day.Many memories have faded,but I'm grateful for those that remain.When I look at my before photo I look at that little girl who is now a grandma.Standing next to her high school sweetheart.Destiny took a hand & I know everything happens for a reason.
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Sunset with my Love
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Exciting day for Trinity!
Daughter & Daddy
Trinity goes horseback Riding
Daughter,Daddy,&Mickeymom
Step Daughter in the Sunset
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My sisters, are my best friends! We've always tried to protect each other. As we approach the golden years, all I pray for is good health, compassion, & patience with each other. I love you both, & never want to loose, what
I shot this picture, less than 1 hour ago, outside my back door. Until I cropped it, I was focused on the light shines thru the clouds. To the left, it looks like an object of some kind. Does anyone see this?
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Oh how I miss her!! She was 12, the last time I saw her. I've never gone this long without a visit. I'm planning a trip, now that I have a place to stay, & a car to drive. Thanks to my cousin, & as usual, my mother, for buy
I began playing this game at Safeway & the memory of long ago reared it's disappointing head, with a game called, "Let's go to the Races"
Jewel food stores gave out cards, with race horses. Does anyone recall that? The race
This adorable photo is my husband's mother, Shirley & that's little Bobby, on her lap. She died when he was 8 or 9 yrs old.
Here's Bob's Dad, & Mom.
Robert Jacobs Sr. & Robert Jacobs Jr.
This is the photo of Irma, I meant to post here. I never met her but Bob has shared wonderful stories with me. He has such fond memories of all his aunts, & uncles. It was great to meet up last year, & catch up on a lifetim
He wouldn't turn around, & smile for me. We had a lovely dinner with The Catalano clan at Dillons, as we've done every year for 3 yrs. These tortoises were outside the windows. Bunnies too.
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Got a cowboy hat today :-D
We're at my cousin's wedding reception at Maggiano's Scottsdale, Az. Fantastic night spent with family & friends.
Congrats to Jeanne & Tia. We love you & wish you many more moments of happy times, & good health.
Monsoon skies are here
Monsoon skies here in Phoenix..
Lots of loud thunder, lightning, & 5 minute downpours, for the last few days.
Sandra, Michael, Patty, Karen Perry Loomis, Janice Hahn Kloskin, & me, at the party. Thanks Sandra & Michael, for a fantastic time.
Sandra, Michael, Patty, Karen, Janice, & Me.
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I took this through my bogenvillia bushes. How do you spell this flowery bush?
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