Nancy Jackson:  

Never married so I choose to not have children. I wasn't fortunate enough to have met the man with the kind of strength in character I wanted to be the father of my potential children. Life's too short and fleeting. I claim my birthright to be happy and free. I never tolerated the infidelities, alcohol/drug addicts, dishonesty and sociopath dysfunctional people so common in Southern California. I wanted a man just like me. Someone who is healthy, honest, has integrity, beautiful, intelligent, kind, spiritual with a great sense of humor. Has not happened and may never happen on this side of life. I accept that. I am grateful and happy today that I don't have the baggage or drama that could have come with "settling." I married life. I learned to fly airplanes in 1998-9 in Santa Monica. I've got about 35 hours in my pilot's book. I landed the plane three times. I traveled the world. I've been to China, France, Spain, Morocco-Africa, Canada, Mexico and throughout the United States - from New York to Hawaii. Graduated with a BA at UCLA in 1996. I met interesting, famous and amazing people and have grown from it all. I'm grateful for my life and the wisdom I have acquired. There is still so much that I want to do before I transfer to the next spiritual experience. Life and God are grand! School High School crush? I didn't have a big crush. I sort of liked the intelligent, nerdy kind of guy, or the high achiever who treated me with the most respect and who liked me more than I liked them. [my mistake] Most guys have been pawing me since the 7th grade. I generally liked guys who were conservative, cute, and book smart. Then in my late twenties I went for the ones that seemed to promise the most physical or financial protection; cops, martial artist, and wealthy men... It was a delusion and a mistake; I ended up needing protection against them. I learned that most powerful men are control freaks and power addicts - Narcissistic who want to kill my light and keep me optaining my dreams. Favorite teacher? Ms. Roberts, my llth and 12th grade typing teacher. She was hard and strict. She gave me the tools to leave home at 18 and become financially-independant. I have always took care of myself not because I wanted to but because I had to. I don't sell out, settle, and I live to be free from . I sent her flowers a year after graduating high school and after I landed my first job with Bank of America Real Estate Loan Service Center. The delivery person said she read my gratitude and thank you note and cried in front of her class! Regrets? Dating a guyname Michael Little of Westchester High, a Narcisstic Sociopath. A man pathologically envious of me from the moment he laid eyes on me. He tricked me into dating him he later stole my dreams and executive career because he secretly wanted to destroy me. I should have been dating grown men; instead of this insecure sick man with a very racist, mean, lazy, alcoholic-drug addicted mother who was insanely jealous of me. She frustrated in her own marriage and used her daughter to compete with younger women. (Men become their care-taker mothers). She controlled her son's life because hers was so miserable. I wasted 6 good years deali...Expand for more