Ramon Gonzalez:  

CLASS OF 1986
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Dimmitt High SchoolClass of 1986
Dimmitt, TX

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Ramon is from Little Rock, Arkansas. Ramon's schools include Dimmitt Elementary School (K~2)/Littlefield High School (3~12). How do? I hope this letter finds the specific reader(s), in good health and great spirits. Let's see; where to begin. Upon leaving likeable, loveable, Littlefield, in '89. I followed a turtle-like instinct.Joined the U.S. Army('89~'93)/Combat Medic/Oper: Dsrt Shld~Dsrt Strm('90-'91). went from dust bowls to sand storms. Walk in the park. I did not become assimilated to civilian life, until the ripe age of 42. Don't laugh; it takes longer, for some:) In betwixt that time; I have been homeless, 8 times, attempted suicide, at least 9. It perplexes me, still to this day: i told no one; however, i feel better now. I have visited 26 states panhandled through 5 states; lived in 5(NE, CA, NM, AR, TX). It's looking back upon my travels, friend, where I wished I had invested in frequent flier miles. Although homeless, I could not bring it upon myself to hold up a cardboard sign; I've always been eager to work. So much so; and not to boast; I have been working since I was 9; I've had 100+ jobs(temp, seasonal, sleep apnea). I owned my own business, for 6 years, making until the job ended. Coping with Agoraphobia and paranoia; I grew to love, being a waiter: 2 Mex; 2 Tex-Mex; 1 Italian and 1 American BBQ. I ran towards my fears of being in crowded public places. Waiting was therapeutic. I am thankful for many things and have no regrets, in my life. I believe the main regret, in life is not what one does. Rather, what one chose not to do. Ride on the, either the memory of regret or the preconceived notion of "what if", I reckon. Anyways, I knew which road, I was going to take in life, whence I wore younger man's clothes. there was one leading into town and the other, leading outta. I never imagined that i would travel from sea to shining sea(CA~NY). Rome, Ireland, Cairo, Saudi, Kuwait. I have been writing, since the 5th grade. I have written and entered poetry contests, written various poems and countless poetic letters. I'm not so much interested in making a living, selling my writings, as I am in wanting what I've written, to be read. I love two kinds of music, friend...country and western. Kidding...all kinds. I love to sing and dance. Have a few favorites, but will only do one performance a night. I have been a member of at least 8 different denominations(cath., pent., COC, bap., jeh wit., interdenom, non-denom. methodist, assem. of God. studied with Mormons and Jews for Jesus. I believe that there is a piece of God's Perfection, in every church. Nevertheless,I witness, to the homeless, the alcoholics, d...Expand for more
rug addicts, prostitutes, mostly because I lived amongst them and i have yet to see church folks, share the same Good News, we are all deserving to hear. Long story. I have been through quite a few VA's, psychiatrists(I'll bet you were waiting for that one, eh?); I made some of them go crazy; mostly because the did not listen and wanted to put me in a zombie-like state, with anti-this and that pills. I am level 6 of 10 sleep apneac(not a real word: apnea) the pills made me not be able to sleep, nor stay awake. I once slept for 3 days, yet didn't sleep a wink; i've stayed up for 4 days, cuz i couldn't sleep. Used a CPAP for 5 years. learned howta sleep without it. Nevertheless, friend, nothing, I believe, nothing will get you through this life, without believing you're Loved and receiving LOVE>Ramon. Jest A.S.K. I live Day by day, ne'er the passing of the day, nor what lies, in the morrow, no fear up ahead and no past, filled with sorrow. All I ask of you, friend is that you look around and smile. I have had everything taken from me, some due to my own doings and some not. Regardless, the fore and aft of the tenses are totally insignificant, if you are not living in the present. We're living in dark times friend and all those sunday school classes are about to pay off. I honestly believe that most, if not all of you, have reached and accomplished your endeavors because we truly did have some kick ass teachers, yes? I'm not a learned man, friend, just a lowly waiter and a medic and i have found one of life's simple pleasures and i share this with you because although I have little to no memory of Dimmitt and Littlefield, Texas; Although, I remember a handful of you, the first 8 years of my life Not being able to comprehend a mother's Love, made it easy for me to hate (37 years, 1 mo. 21 days)(born again~10212005(John3:3,5,7). Yet, I'm without excuse. May Love reside and flourish in your memories and may they be good ones. However, if there are any memories you may have of me, where I may have offended or hurt you; I'm truly sorry and I hope and pray that you find it in your heart to forgive me, as I am praying I will remember, to go there with you, in prayer. so that you will be free from any wound that keeps you from being where you truly deserve to be, in life; free. Free indeed. You Ain't Livin', if you Ain't Breathin' And you Ain't Breathin', if you Ain't Receivin'...LOVE>Ramon Ps. If you like to read; please visit Allpoetry.com(username JULIO Jenkins) Añd Quora.com(**username~Ramon Gonzalez)**you'll find two profile pages. Please visit the page with most questions answered). Hope this helps. RamonMGjR042104212022
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Mira! I'd rather have a service cat than a service dog. There'd be no shame if it were to get lost because deep down inside, I know my pet just would not want to be found just yet. My marionette helps me cope with agoraphob
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What's on my mind? Well, this...   And if you were to ask me a question I mean that's if you were to ask? I'd rather show you what is in my heart. For example, observe this painting and look at it through your mind and then
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"Malachai's Matthew." It was hard for them to love, it's now so plain to see. How then can one man claim to be, what mother is to me? I saw those weaned from mother's milk, run in the park and play. But my mother's breast l
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