Aaron Shehorn:  

Life i have two children Bailey she is 7 and Andrew he is 3 i love them to death but i have recently been divorced from there mother and its been tough. Last year i lost both my parents to cancer 3 months apart and i have been haveing a very tough go at this,i am going to group therapy 3 days a week and i have been away from work on short term disability for the 2 time. Some days are better than others but most of the time life just sucks,i am so lost with my parents and it hurts beond beleif. I never want anybody to deal with what i am and if they do i know the PAIN inside all's i can say is get help you are not a wimp or a coward it's just not easy to say good bye so soon ,they were very young mom was 56,and dad was 61 They have me on some anti-depressants but they don't work, what i mean is they take away your ability to cry and hurt and i don't like this feeling. My job is to demanding, in i must work 12 hours a day 5 days a week but i only get a weekend every 6 weeks so i must work on saturdays and have no family time. I go to work at 6:00 a.m. and have no idea when i can go home.When it's my weekend with the kids i can't watch them until sat.because it's hard to find someone to watch them at 5:00a.m.and this is not the life i need right now.I am living in my parents house where i grew up and some days i see them standing there looking at me like i have failed them as a father,and a person. I have been golfing for the last few days but it just isn't the same because every time i went last year my cell would ring and i would have to leave to the hospital so it is very rough every day to wake up alone. What i mean is without ...Expand for more