Dwane St.Marie:
CLASS OF 1982
Mohawk Trail Regional High SchoolClass of 1982
Buckland, MA
Greenfield Community CollegeClass of 1994
Greenfield, MA
Franklin County Technical High SchoolClass of 1982
Turners falls, MA
Buckland - Shelburne Regional Elementary SchoolClass of 1976
Shelburne falls, MA
Dwane's Story
Wow my story.. Really? Do you think there will be a book deal in this?
Lets see. What would surprise everyone? Hmm.. welp after leaving school early I ended up in a DYS juvenile offender forestry camp out on the cape. It was kinda fun actually. They thought they where going to punish me for being a naughty youth and make me do manual labor. Only instead it got me out of that one horse town of Shelburne and back into the world where a person can think and have individual thoughts. It was like summer camp for me. A log cabin and a warm bunk. 3 squares a day and nothing but nature and time to think things through. There was no real manual labor. Just exercise and activity dawn to dusk. Hiking, boating, obstacle courses and even learned how to sail on the ocean. By the time I got back home I was convinced that the world was much better than Shelburne and I was going to check it all out. So I left on adventures. Did some hitching around the north east with a frenchmen Reginauld and we had a blast. Picking up odd jobs and just raising hell along the way. Then his papers ran out and he had to leave for his native home France. I have not talked to him in years now. But heard he is government and has a wife and kids. Good for him.
So off I was again on my own. Taking bus trips to destinations for no reason at all. Just to say I was there I guess. I always knew I was just wasting time being a vagabond of sorts but hell it was better than sitting on the steps of bridge street.
After a year or two I started sticking home again and thats when it hit me. Love.. romeo & julietta style. Her name was Lucy Ferland and yes she was a local (turners) girl. That was it, I was going to grow old and die with this woman. I was sure of it. My first real love and hers as well. He parents hated me.. grin .. and that was just fine by me. I was trouble come to take their little girl. - We made it through about 4 years of it. Even moved into an apartment together. Then it all sort of left me. I was 21 and engaged and looking around thinking I have missed a lot. The parents that had been dogging our relationship were winning. The wandering eye was working it's mind games. All of the sudden, I wasn't so sure this was the one. I think s...Expand for more
he started feeling the same as she began to have lunch with guys at work and hang out with her male friends more. It was rather sad really. Two people who where so much in love. Grew so close together. Went through all the emotions and all the fears. Where now going to go their separate ways with tears.
I was free again.. happy about it.. yet sad because I knew one day I would look back and regret letting go of something that I may never get back again. I will always have a special place for Lucy in my heart. I know she does for me. One of these days we may meet again. I have no idea where she is now.
At 45 I am really feeling the clock tick. I would love to meet someone who I could have that connection with. Sadly it may never happen, I'm not sure it even can. But I still look for it. Maybe I will be blessed twice.
LOL.. don't tell my ex-wife this. She would kill me if she knew.
I did end up married several years later and had two children who are now late teens. They are very different than me. Home bodies who don't take risks. I try to encourage them to go out in the world and try something just because. They don't understand that you have to drive down route 2 and up to Kittery, Maine to have a real lobster dinner. Or that walking on the beach is so much more fun when its closed and your not supposed to be there. LOL. I know, most parents are happy when their children respect the laws and don't live risky lifestyles. I guess we did a good job raising them. But I still try to instill a little bit or rebel in them. They have no free spirit. *sigh* It's their life now.
The always in life:
Always sit in the front of a roller coaster for full effect.
Always take the opportunity to drive your bike fully gripped when the opportunity presents itself.
(like a long stretch of highway with no cars in sight)
Always look over the edge of tall buildings. (tummy rolls are cool)
Always climb the hill to see whats on the other side.
Always stay out all night at least once a year.
Always look back and be sure you haven't forgotten anything.
Always admire beauty and always accept love.
The never in life:
Never go backwards.
Never stop running in the hallways.
Never walk in another mans shoes.
Never stop believing.
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