Elinor Roll:  

I had to drop out in the 8th grade cause of my father passing away, & I all ready lost my mother at 9 years old,I had no one to turn to & I didn't want to go to a foster home. So I was on my own. Then I meet some guy that used me for the money I got from my dad. But I was 15 and had no idea he was using me I was blinded with love I thought was love. My life was a nightmare that I was living with this man that was 23 he was possessive & verbal abusive relationship I was in.I couldn't leave cause I had no ware to go & no one to turned to. I had baby of his I couldn't have no friends & I was a pensioner of my home .I couldn't answer the phone or the door he would test me if I would answer the phone or door cause I answered the phone once. He would take it out on my little girl then I had another baby by him .I couldn't see doctors cause he was jealous of a doctor looking in my privates .so I had to go with out a on gun doctor. He would put my self-esteem so down I would think I was true .that I was nothing with out him .I was stupid & I would be on the streets. I started to believe him. Then after my kid were taken away I had nothing my heart was like they ripped out of my chest.I hated that man I was with he did this he abused my kids & me too. Then I had to go to court for ten years I fought for my kids. I was homeless & lost everything.I owed & everything my dad had lifted me stuff from all over the world . Then by the time I was 21 I had 4 kids my 2 son the man I was with had raped me when I was a sleep I didn't want anymore kids not after I lost my two girls I was living in a car with this man & my baby boys. T...Expand for more