Lauren "Lou" Seelinger:  

hought of dying and there being just nothingness freaks me out. The only thing I can honestly say I'm truly scared of is being killed. I don't want to die before I'm ready and I can tell all the people that I care about how much they mean to me. I type crazy fast. I'm a guys girl, I must always have pretty nail polish on and makeup yet I'm not afraid to burp in front of you. I admit it if I'm the one that farted. I want to drink beer and talk about sports. I'm a smoker. It upsets my family but they tend to disappoint me so whatever. I love to listen to people who sound brilliant - but don't blow smoke up my ass cuz I'll blow it right back in your face. I skip class and don't do homework but I'm still astounded when I fail. I hate getting into car accidents but I love the sound - the same holds true for thunder storms. Also, I clearly have a tendency to rant...incessantly. Did I spell that right?".