Tammy Smart:  

Well since I left school I have had a very colorful life, a lot of things i wish i had not done but can not change the past just have to Go on with the future. I road with some bikers for a while ended up in Houston for about 3 years that is where I met my future sister in law, went to Overton Texas to see her ex husband and that is where she introduced me to her brother. that was husband number 1. Eric Swanson he was a Good man did not deserve what I put him through. then left and went to Shreveport and that is where met second husband Jerry Belk. He was fun but we pissed our life away with alcohol and drugs. we met at my brother Donald's wedding, and i just never went back to Houston. bad girl Lol. we were together for about 7 years and then one day we were living in Mount Pleasant Texas, actually we lived in Winnfield and i worked as a car hop in Mount Pleasant.at the old Sonic on the main drag. well got tired of being missuses and woke up and left Packed what i could in my Plymouth horizon car and drove until i ran out of gas almost and got a job 4 hours later at Taco Bell in Janesville Wisconsin. this is where i met husband # 3 and 4, they are the same guy. But lived there for 17 years, and then when he went to the penitentiary. for homicide, by intoxicated use of a motor vehicle I went back and married him again. Stupid.... yesssss. any way things did not change in that relation ship and my mom called me and asked for my help with my dad he was sick and could not do for him self anymore and she needed help. so I packed my little Chevy S10 pickup and drove 1100 miles home me the dog and the cat. fun fun. this is how I got back to the house well I was an addict before I came back and it just progressed but when my father died I got even more wild I got a job in home health as an supervisor of family care and had about 100 clients and 40 employees that worked under me. then my drinking got out of control and i went to rehab, that was in 2003. but was out of there 30 minutes and drinking again. this went on until 2007 when I was sick and tired of being sick and tired all the time. Tried suicide several times and was put in Ruck State hospital, when i got out went back to rehab and stuck with it. have been clean and sober since 11-11-2007 . and for this I am truly Grateful it is only by Gods Grace and mercy that I am alive and here today. I give it all to God I know that he does for me what i can not d...Expand for more