Amanda Jackson:  

CLASS OF 2005
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Maysville, KY

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Amanda is from Maysville, Kentucky. Amanda's schools include Mason County High School. Amanda's interests include Cars, Film, Tattoos. Music Amanda likes includes Hip hop music, Country music, Rap. Movies Amanda likes include 12 Rounds, Fighting, Never Back Down. TV shows Amanda likes include MTV, NCIS, CSI. One of Amanda's favorite quotes is:""Life's like a box of chocolates u never kno what ur gonna get?" "If you love them, you got to let them go, If they come back it was meant to be."...Your words meant nothing. Your actions said everything.....When I walk away,I want you to catch me and never let go,When I cry,I want you to tell me everything will be alright,But when I say I'm done,Let me go....If you aren't ready for a relationship you should say so... Instead you leave me so confused about everything....What do you do when the love of your life completely changes into someone unrecognizable? What happens when that person you fell in love with never returns...Every girl has that guy, she goes back to again and again, heartbreak after heartbreak, no one understands it, and she don't even know why. She can't let him go....I feel so stupid for trusting you, missing you, believing you would never leave me, for hoping you would be there for me when I needed you most.....You can't truly love someone until you really hate them because only after hate do you realize if you still love them...Relationships are like shoes: some have a perfect fit, some need to be broken in, & some no matter how many times you wear them they will still hurt....The one you love with all your heart is not always perfect. but you love them anyways forever. Even if you can not be with them!....I never built these walls to keep people out. I built them to see who cares enough to take the time to knock them down....I'd rather change the people in my life, before i change my life for other people.... isn't it ironic how the person who tends to make you the happiest, is also the person who can make you feel the most miserable??....I love how I was there for you, You met someone, and forgot I even exist..</3....It's amazing how much pain your heart has to feel and how many tears you have to cry in order to get to that place where you can see that you deserve better....Neva let go if u stil wanna try, neva wipe ur eyes if u stil wanna cry, neva settle 4 no answer if u stil wanna know, neva say ur ova her if u can't let her go.... Sometimes the best thing to do is to let things (people) go...even if it means losing the ones you love the most. .. ..~Sometimes the power of choice is taken from us and we must simply figure out how to accept it and move on~.....I just want someone to tell me they love me, they're always there for me, will never leave me...and truly mean it....You said that you'd kill whoever tried to hurt me... but you did hurt me and now I'm wondering why aren't you committing suicide ?....To love someone is one thing, to be loved is another, to be loved by the one you love is everything. Why can't I have everything?!.....Last time I had my heart broken, I made the walls around my heart from sticks and stones...this time I'm getting out the concrete and stainless steel! :[ </3.....I just love the fact you keep telling me all these lies and thinking that I'm dumb enough to believe every word of it.....I miss the way u love me,how u hug from behind,the way u held my hand,n the way u smile,now I'm sittin' here,tryna get u off my mind,cryin feeling like I'd die...Why is it that when a girl thinks they've found their Batman, it always turns out to be a Joker?...After all the late nights and good times, when everyone else has moved on, you will remember the one who loved you but they won't be standing here anymore....The one person in the world i would go to if i was sad, is the one who's making me cry....I believe destiny allows some people to meet, just to torture them with the fact that there MAY NOT be a possible way they can be together....LOVE = The fee...Expand for more
ling that can make you feel like you are on top of the world at the same time can make you feel like the world is on top of you....I think a PART OF ME will always be waiting for YOU...I have built the walls around my heart. One day you came along and slowly broke the walls. I didn't notice it until you left and all I saw was the damage left....You say you love me yet you hide things. You say you can't live with out me but you have no problem leaving. If this is your love, live with out me:( ....Every time I tell myself I'm over you, you give me that look... and when I look into your eyes I remember everything it used to be. <\3....What do you do when your hurt and the one you want to run to,,, is the one who hurt you?....Live EVERYDAY as if it's the last and MAKE GOOD MEMORIES! Kiss and hug your loved ones, tell them you love them. You never know if you get that chance again!...i wanna be with someone that cant help but tell me EVERYDAY i love you. and you are so beautiful, and i am so lucky to have you in my life....your here when you need me, but you leave me at me weakest moments when i need you most, because at those moments you don't need me so I'm not worth your time...You can love someone with all you have, and get nothing in return and still pretend to be happy. It shouldn't be that way......Wondering when will I be worth the truth one day. I give my heart but how much of yours do I really have? Please just tell the truth for once.....Dear Heart, sorry for all the pain you're going through, no matter how hard I try I just can't seem to find someone who won't hurt us both </3....they say "do what your heart tells you" but it's hard to hear my heart over everything my brain is screaming at me!.....everyone always says that time heals all wounds...but what happens when the wound is just too deep?....be careful what you say/do to the one you love..once you lose their trust it can never really be restored and things will NEVER be the same,....cuz im fighting like hell for you & i dont plan on [[giving up.]] All i want is is for me & you to be the way we [[were.]]....Seeing you i get that feeling no one else has given me, but i stop myself, knowing you'll never like me the same way.....Has finally realized the one thing she wants in life will never happen :( .....wondering if I should let go of what I've been holding onto in the hopes that it will start to hold on because I let go?....i wake up in the morning not remembering my dream but something tells me i was dreaming about you cause there was a smile on my face and tears in my eyes.... guys, is it tht hard for u to luv a woman with all your heart, fight for her, hold her tight, and, i dont know, maybe just once, show her shes all tht matters?....Once you tell someone you love them, you automatically give that person the right to hurt you, and yet you place a trust in them that they won't tear you apart...Why is it when something good happens in life someone or something has to mess it up?.....If I cut myself will u be there to stop me? If i am about to jump will u save me? If I'm about to pull the trigger will u love me enough to save me from myself?....U ar the tear on my cheek, the flesh of my scars, and the hatred in my heart, yet U are the smile of my lips, the Life of my soul, and the only love of my heart...."It hurts to know that you're not in love with me anymore but it hurts more when I know that my love for you is not enough to make you stay =')" ....im way too nice i give people way too many chances when they dont deserve it. or am i just that stupid to keep forgiving them...Tell me.. please tell me. Do I have a sign on my forehead that just screams "Use me for free, I don't have a great self esteem and my heart is too big...Don't waste your time on someone who doesn't care about you as much as you do about them... It's hard to smile when you are sad and being hurt.. You smile but deep inside your dying.. You said you're OK but you're not OK.. It's hard to pretend..".
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