Jeffrey May:  

s devastated completely. I'm still not fully over the immense sorrow I felt. I'm so glad they had a "bucket list" an for 10 years prior to their passing they lived life to the fullest...no regrets. My other son is Brandon born 1995 is a smart kid, but could not jump over year 17 like his old man. I'm worried but time has shown me that he too will find his place in society. Finally the last item to update reconnecting with my high school sweetheart. It was the single most important thing I ever did as it heal and so many questions that had haunted throughout my life. Unfortunately she was married and has 4 beautiful girls. We had to do the right thing. It was true love and their is no greater  expression said than the one i delivered to Kim. After all those year...she was the love of my life. I went Sacremento last summer to see my granddaughter. I planned my trip so I could go by all the places around Vandenburg to remember the good times. We stop at the beaches, off base housing Mulberry court. Contractors had temporary fences around all street and courts only the foundations remained. A worker allowed us to walk around the area. So many memories. The two elementary schools Los Padre and Loma Vista lost since renamed were still standing for adult schools. I got in trouble and left in 10th grade 1977. Went up to my sister station at Travis AFB came down once a month to my parents, and slipped off to see Kim every night until she broke off with me. I never stop thinking of her. Life can be tough and she will be my only regret.