Julius Korngold:
CLASS OF 1966
Passaic High SchoolClass of 1966
Passaic, NJ
Julius's Story
My prize-winning short story:
Resisting Insanity
November 25, 2013
The Vietnam War; the very phrase still causes heated arguments. By the year 1970, I found myself in a disintegrating army plagued by drug abuse, military losses, and disobedience. My military base was in Rodelheim, Germany, far from the killing fields of "ÃÂNam"ÃÂ. What we did there was classified and had something to do with nuclear weapons.
I was lucky to be there at all. Most draftees wound up fighting in combat and many came back wounded or in coffins. My data processing knowledge in civilian life had landed me a sweet job in an elite unit. I just had to do my job and return to "the World"ÃÂ ten months later. Little did I know what life or death decisions I would be facing.
We were a diverse unit composed of people skilled in many different military specialties ranging from cooks and mechanics to nuclear technicians and computer geeks - I was in the latter group, supervising the night shift of our data processing operation. Another important group was the combat veterans. My story revolves around them. More about them later.
The best part about my job was we could leave early if we completed our work. We usually only stayed 5 or 6 hours out of an 8 hour shift. This meant being free from 2200 hours until 1600 hours the following day (10pm until 4pm). What do you think we did in our ample free time? That'ÃÂs right, we went into town. In our case, "town" was Frankfurt, only a 15-minute trolley car ride away. Life was good. Work a few hours, then party the night away!
Enter the combat veterans.
They terrified the rest of us with their grisly tales of firefights, overrun units, and defeat. We all realized anyone could be sent to Nam at any time on "ÃÂtemporary duty"ÃÂ. TDY, as it was called, was often assigned as punishment for troublemakers or just arbitrarily to show who was in control.
We had a frequently used saying in those days: Better you than me. That is how I felt about combat veterans. I respected them for taking my place. I respected them for surviving. But, I wanted no part of their experience. Who would? Only the insane. In my view, the entire war was insane. An opinion expressed only to a small group of trusted souls. People had been sent on TDY for expressing opinions like that.
Sergeant Strickland was the unofficial leader of the combat veterans. I didn't know what his specialty was or hear about his experience fighting in Nam. I only saw he was openly anti-war with no fear of going on TDY...he had been there and survived. His claim to fame on our base was stomping on and dragging an American flag during a flag-lowering ceremony. As far as I knew, he was never punished. Hardcore.
Myron was one of my closest buddies. Like me...Expand for more
, he was short and thin. He survived the most dangerous job in the war -ÃÂ tunnel rat. Tunnel rats cleared enemy underground complexes. These complexes were filled with booby traps and, unfortunately, children used as shields. Myron told me horrible stories of having to kill kids caught between him and the enemy in tight, dark tunnels. He had 2 kids himself back home and was now getting intensive psychiatric counseling.
In basic training I was told I would be a tunnel rat. I was just the right size to crawl through those underground mazes, I was told. Only my civilian computer skills saved me from that fate and I respected Myron immensely for surviving that hellish nightmare. But yet...better him than me.
In contrast to these men was the company clerk, Phillip. Imagine Major Burns in the MASH television show - only worse. Phillip ran monthly gripe sessions supposedly to field complaints from the troops. We knew what the real purpose was - to spy on us and identify potential troublemakers. Not attending the meeting instantly marked you as a troublemaker. Some still did not attend. Mostly friends of Strickland.
One day, I was told to attend another meeting. When I arrived, I was surprised to see Strickland there but no sign of Phillip. This was going to be interesting. When about 20 people were seated, the door was closed. That was strange. Meetings were usually about 40 people. Strickland stood up and simply said, "We' are gonna frag the staff." He was talking about murdering the Commander and his staff. It was becoming more common in Nam. Units with unpopular officers were simply killing them. It was called fragging because one of the weapons of choice was a fragmentation grenade.
A few clapped their hands. Most of us sat in shocked silence. Lots of questions shot through my mind. Was he serious? What terrible crime had been committed? Why is Strickland even telling us this? I kept my thoughts to myself and listened. Someone said they deserved it for sending people TDY. Hmmm. It was hard to argue with that. But what was the priority here?
I just wanted to go home. This was either going to get me killed or in the stockades forever. Strickland was crazy. I wanted no part of it. I had to speak up and did. A defining moment in my life. I was risking being fragged myself for opposing Strickland and his plan.
I did not speak long. Just pointed out the consequences of carrying through the murders. Some people nodded in agreement. Strickland just scowled. He asked what we should do instead. I said I didn noÃÂt know. Someone said we should think about it and the 5-minute meeting broke up unceremoniously.
The next day the Commander's car was painted with racing stripes. I had saved lives. Better for them AND me.
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