Lyla Jameson:  

I guess it is about time that I put something in here, as I have left it blank for quite awhile. I realize that most of you that have visited this page were shocked to see the changes I've made in me. The only thing is that these changes were just on the outside, as the real me has never changed-- the outside just matches the inside now. Throughout my school years I was pretty much a quiet type, always hiding the real me to avoid torment, and harassment, not to meantion the beatings I might have had to endure. The world wasn't as tolerant and understanding as it has become with certain gender problems,now. I am sure that some people that were close to me may have suspected that I was not telling everything about me, but the really great friends never questioned my reasons for doing it. To them I give my heartfelt thanks for being my friend. Somewhere along the journey of this life, I got the courage to admit to my close friends who I really was, and found that they weren't my friends as I thought. I never lied to them about myself, it was more an omission of truth, to keep me alive and intact. They evidently saw it as betrayal, or weird, or that I went nuts--either way they went away quickly, never to be seen again. So much for true and blue...Expand for more