Merci Barnes:  

um te suscipiat, et cum Lazaro quondam paupere aeternam habeas requiem. "". More about Merci:"i will see you when i see you and when i do, remember, there are no rules with me. i love you and always will now stop being so damn scared! i am 21 right now and i like living in the now. i dont like being in the past nor the future so when you talk to me, try to keep those conversations in the 3 day limit. i am trying to find a way to become full aware of myself and stay that way. (well if i find that its bad to stay that way, atleast find a harmony in that.) i love my friends but i feel kinda isolated from them. i feel that i am diffrent honestly. there are moments in my life where i see everybody connecting to somebody else and yet i am not connected to anybody, atleast in the mannor that they are. i aspire to do something great with my life and i seek the help of good strong friends who are somewhat of like mind. i dont expect you, the reader, to be perfect. all i ask is that you be as open minded as i try to be.".