Jennifer Gay:  

You know what I have no idea who I am. All I know is that I'm here for a reason. I do know that the first and foremost reason why I'm alive is to serve God. To do his will (NOT MINE). Because my will gets me somewhere I don't wanna be. And it makes me someone I don't wanna be...Second, To love God with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength. Third, to love my neighbors as myself. Have I done that? Most of my life ya when it's after my wants and needs. But I'm working on it. Most of my life I've been nothing but selfish and done what I wanted to do. But by doing Gods will, everything just works out so much better. Things go smoother, I don't care what others think of me. And I don't let anything or anyone get in the way of me living a "Happy" life... I'm not saying that I don't love or care about others, or been there for them. Because I have. But without the Lord in my life, it's not always from the heart...I've believed in Jesus as early as I can remember, thanks to my mom... But I didn't get saved until I was 19yrs old. And still did what I wanted. It's so easy to get complacent than it is to have to actually get up in the morning and take my mom to the Doctor, or to get up in the middle of the night to check on her. Or call someone to just say "HI" I was thinking of you, or do you need anything. Or call someone and tell them what's on my mind so I can get it out so I won't bottle things up and end up holding it all in and getting depressed. All my life I've held everything in and it literally got me sick. Mentally, emotionally, spiritually and physi...Expand for more