Paula Adkins:  

Life I loved making people laugh and be the one who listened to everyone. I was the one who would go down the boulevard in the old beat up station wagon and do Chinese fire drills at the stop lights with Chucky Nedro, Kari Bennett, Karen Romig, Bonnie Belknap (was there at one time), Larry Ohler(he was in the post as well as a few others but didn't get to "drive" with me), Abby, Billie and her brother, Linda Furr, Tom Flynn, Scott Flynn, Dan (he came along when his mom would let him but it was ussualy only to meetings only) hee hee he was the youngest "Generic brother" Me Kari, Karen, and Bonnie got to ride with Rene' when we went to our first "freez-a-thon" in the cabin held together with duck tape and we used a barrel with a pipe out the top for a stove.. Yea Haw.., I loved being with everyone from our Boy Scout post 544 back in 1983-1987.. I only was in it to 1985 for two years. I loved that time in my life it was the best time ever. I fit in, it was a place were i was accepted for me, for being the one the Creator God made.. I loved going to POW WOW's and dancing in the out fit i made. I will start making my outfit again. It was a time of freedom but of learning, of being responcible for the actions i took but also a time for the praises i deserved. I was with all missfits we all belonged somewhere and we were someone. I hope i didn't miss anyone, because i still love each and everyone of you still to this day.. some are always going to be in my heart because of the intimacy we shared.. you know who you are and there is always that place God gave me a couple beautiful times to remember and i pray that the people who are involved with that will remember to. (there were only two of you by the way) there are times when the past comes back but i always remember what happened the way my heart was broken and how bad i felt for years.. but i still remember my first time.... with love and thats going to be with me f...Expand for more