Ra-Ette Panneitz:  

Life I finally met my match, so I married him. We have his 12 year old daughter living with us full time now, and we want more...because we're a couple of psychos. I work full time at my Dream Job...well second to being a housewife/stay at home mother, hopefully someday soon! School Recently, I had a vivid dream of my childhood that has just seemed to rip off a scab to something that I hadn't really thought of indetail...for eons. It was about this friend I had, Jennifer, who moved to Florida just before starting fifth grade. The same weekend she moved, I went to Florida to Disney World with my Grandparents. Jennifer if you are reading this now, I never actually saw you leave. I never said goodbye, because I was in denial. To me you were my best friend in the world. I remember the last time we were together, we were at my house, in the "Big" woods, you were telling me how you wrote a story about the woods behind your house and that you should have wrote about mine. That was the day you told me that you were really leaving, and I acted like I didn't care. I did care, but I was mad, upset, hurt and in denial. It didn't hit me until I came home and I stopped seeing your father's red truck coming down the hill, you weren't on my bus, the phone didn't ring. I had your address, I didn't write. I don't know why. So, I've been trying to locate you. I am not sure why I have had this dream. It could be that I finally left home for good, or maybe I'm having some oddball pregnancy horomone torture, I reall...Expand for more