William Cook:  

Dad's pep talk to me (you fat kid who can't do anything right you'll be in and out of prison somewhere or sleeping on a porch somewhere). I grew up in all forms of abuse so our dad could relieve his stress fists to crowbar bumps on my head bruises on my chest or shoulders get my butt beat black and blue for a bad grade or letter from a teacher. Dad would call me black butt afterwards. Joe was allowed friends when he didnt get home on time he would get punched down to the floor. Sitting at the table under the yard stick. Hold your fork wrong swat. Chew with your mouth open swat. Finish your milk before your food and get the cup thrown at you. Fussy dont want to eat a sandwich peel bread apart peanut butter smeared on your face put back together and I can't wipe my face if till I finish. Dad flunked me in seventh grade all the stuff I had to put up with a school. Sitting by myself at lunch or the harassment would make me hide in the halls. That fat kid who flunked and looks like that kid in mask (Cher the elephant man). All kids harassment usually after being butt eventually there's no one below you. Mom abandoned us 5/6 to 15/17. When we ended up in foster care. We got no child support 1 call a year or package in the mail. Mom's back all the easy questions now the hard questions. Why did you leave us. We were those white pervert kids. Recently I told mom change her will cause if one dollar end up on my farm I will donate her corpse to science. (How can you say that to me) I made her cry. Dad got charged in 1991 is listed as a known child abuser. My bother Joe is gone forever he was taught since age 4 to take his life. He did 5 years ago. Mom wanted a girl and Tami was my name till she found out I was another boy. It's to late to get an abortion. She told me this a dozen times. I haven't talk...Expand for more